New me! New Spirit!

Dear me, life is a long process. Now that you are a mom of two actively growing kids, there are more obstacle awaits. They eager for your attention and love. If you noticed, S1 is behaving differently after being scold now. He is currently developing his self esteem. You should encourage him more, and shows the motherly love he deserves. It’s normal that he like to push his sister, or make her cry. But, remember one thing, he learns to yell or getting angry easily from you. Maintain your calmness. Give him a big hug everytime you feels like yelling or slapping him. Allah, grant me generous amount of patience, so I can spread the love positively. Remember one thing, you have to be happy with what you were doing. Motherhood is an enjoyable process. Perfection is a no no in the process. It’s ok if you feel bad about anything along the way. Afterall, you are experiencing it! Have faith. Do not forget to complete you daily prayer and pray lots to Allah for everything you have in life. InsyaAllah. And remember that you are not a robot. You cannot possibly doing everything by yourself. Seek for everyone help whenever needed. People will listen and help if you need them to! Have faith!